early in the morning
i can’t sleep. anymore. there is an insatiable appetite for success inside of me and i need for it to be fed, to eat all of the opportunities, to dream the good dream, and to live the greatest life available for me. the angels have spoken and they have so much to say. i am listening again, it is funny how the ears don’t always listen. as if they have other things to do at the times when they have silence as their way. silence is always good, i say. but then again the loud sounds of the great secret speak in a way that disturbs the mundane and the insanity that cannot ever speak louder than my god. when i awoke this morning, it was with a light heart. as if it is a feather and i am just the wind, i stand still amongst the angels, and the frozen morning dew. this is my prayer. please provide for me a course which will be able to change the current situation that i know is not god’s only will for me. i am one of the chosen, not few, but the willing to accept the challenge of myself. to stand up when others fall, to scream when those around me are held silent by their own desires. let this light run through and over me and share the glory of this life, this body, this spirit with the world. may all of these dreams come true in the now and may i have a blessed day in this wonderful morning.
